Little Princess ( Ger Ger )

Hapi but sick

2006-09-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

*Feels Hapi but sick..*

Haiz.. this 2days dun seem ok..
Had been sick 2 days le..
Havin flu & sore throat..
Howeva, is ok.. Coz..
I got a v gd bf.. hehe..

He takes v gd care of me..
Even if i m not sick..
I met my bf 2day..
He noes i m sick..
Early mornin wakes up..
& cook green bean soup..
Sum more bring all e way..
..2 my hse downstairs..

Touchie rite??
Sum more touchie things..
Guess wad??
He carry mi up e bridge..
All e way sia..hehe..
Not leg pain..Jus lazy..
& he carry mi up..
hehe.. Envy?? (",)

Though sick, not so gd..
But Hapi got a bf adores mi..
hehe.. (",)

*THE END *

Y lik dat?

2006-09-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

* Y b-cum lik dat?? *

Y is every1 pissed off..
Haiz.. Sian.. No 1 is hapi..
Y muz things b lik dat??

It seems 2 mi lik my fault..
It all started bcoz of me..
But sum say no..
Wadeva, mi jus feel this way..
If i nv start taggin..
All this wont b happenin..

But truly, or mayb..
m i Selfish? Shld i b..
Sad?? Or Guilty??
Or sum1 wan mi so..
m i so HATEFUL??
Wadeva it is.. Haiz..
I'll stil b cheerful..
Coz sum1 worry abt mi..
hehe.. (",)

* ENDING *

haiz... nvm..

2006-08-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

** Haiz.. Nvm.. **

I nv intend 2 hurt any1..
Nor cause unhappiness..
Wadeva i say is alr no use..
Coz e "passerby" is gone..

& he is back alr..
I jus hoped 4 dem happiness..
Truly, i nv intend 2 hurt her..
I reali bless dem hapi always..
Hope they understand it..

I got my own happiness le..
My dear treats mi damn real gd..
So i jus wish every1 is hapi..
Every couples hapi endings..

*Cheerful always.. (",)*

Sad

2006-08-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

** Sad.. **
Damn Hurting.. :'(
Wad did i do??
I do nothin wrong..
All I can feel is pain..
He reali misunderstand mi..
But i guess no use now..
He alr HATED mi so deep..

I think partly of wad i tag..
I reali hope u find ur true luv..
I reali dun mean anything..
If she's reali mistaken,..I
m reali so SORRY..
Though i noe it din help much..
wadeva i say is alr no use..
But I jus wan 2 noe wad i did..

I reali cant figure out..
I wont wan sum1 2 hate mi..
I dun ask 4 4giveness..
I jus nid 2 noe wad's goin on??

If u r back, pls tel mi..
But i dun think u'll tok 2 mi..
I can onli say SORI..

** I DUN UNDERSTAND :'( **

Exam Over

2006-08-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

** Exam Over **

Exam finally over le..
Feel damn relax..
Yeah.. last pp seem ok..
But not so easy nor tough..
Howeva, got 2 shockin things..

1st shocking thing:
- my clsmate 4got everything..
he ate a med dat 4get everything..
But he can remb 1 thing..
I nv even expect dat de..
he can remb e gal he luvs..
Is a gd thing anyway..
Hopin he can remb his clsmates..
Oso 1 gd thing he 4get his past..
Hope his life gonna b beta..
& stay cheerful always..

2nd shockin thing:
- dat sum1 close 2 mi lie 2 mi..
Anyway is jus small thing..
He din mean 2 lie 2 mi..
Jus abt e car is not his..
He thought for quite long..
& manage 2 tell mi in e end..
Is a gd thing he said earlier..
Hoping he'll nvr lie again..

** THE END **

2 pp down 3 2 go

2006-08-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

** 2 pp down 3 2 go **

1st 2 pp seems demoralizing le..
2 mi, e 2 pps r quite tough..
Is lik losing alot of marks..
Though sum may think easy 4 dem..
mi hav no confident at all..
..in passing my ethics pps..
Hopefully i can pass ba..

Though recently seems demoralize..
Howeva, i hav sum1 2 acc mi..
Had been quite sad past few wks..
Recently seems quite happy.. :)
Giving mi all his support 2 mi..
Treating mi damn so good..
& Cheering mi up always..

He went JB this afternoon..
Prayin & hopin he's back soon..
Anyway he'll b back nex day..
hehe.. (",)

** Cheerful Always - :) **

Pissed Off

2006-08-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

= = Pissed Off = =

Totally not hapi at all..
I m alr a big gal le.. (comin 20)
Not a 12 yr old kid..
Can pls dun hug & touch mi??
You r my uncle, not bf..
I m ur niece, not ur gf/wife..
I cant do as wad u wan mi 2 do..
U cant force mi 2 do anyway..
Can giv mi some pirvacy a not??

Haiz, truly i always go aunt's plc..
As long my aunt is around..
But now it's makin mi HATE 2 go..
Y?? Of coz of my uncle..
Y muz he always come touch mi??
& is even more daring den past..
Sian.. i hav no plc 2 go le..
I m totally v sad.. :'(
Wer can i go?? Hu can i trust??
Is it all guys do e same things??
I cant b tellin my aunt this thing..
I wont wan 2 c both of them quarrel..
I hav seen once quarrellin lik hell..
Uncle is being Damn Unreasonable..
Shoutin at aunt 4 nothing..
Even makin mi hate him more..

Hu'll 1 2 acc this kind of gal??
Lettin ppl touch 4 not doing anything..
Ya.. rite!! This gal's a Cheap..
Hu can i reali tok 2??
Is hard 2 tok abt this thing..
Tml's havin ethics pp..
I totally cant concentrate..
Sob.. I m totally a failure..
Don't blame mi if i reali fail..

* * * THE ENDING * * *

Exam time

2006-08-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

* Exam Time *

Jus finish e 1st pp..
A bit sad & low mood..
Coz 4 this pp, i think..
- a bit tough 4 mi..
- mcqs r easier den short qns..
I dun believe dat sia..
I m a bit worried..
M i able 2 pass?? hopefully..

1 pp jus finish alr no mood..
Hw m i going 2 continue??
Nex pp on wed is ethics..
It's my weakest module..
Sian.. m i going 2 fail??
I m reali v weak lei.. :'(
Y i dunno abt anything??
I dun even noe it myself..

** Prayin hard **
** May God Bless Mi **

- - - THE END - - -

Surprised

2006-08-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

* Surprised *

Shocked by sum things..
Worst stage i can imagine..
2 say sori at e 1st plc..
Mi was v curious abt e op..
Din noe she's in depression..
Hav 2 go thru so many op..

Seems 2 mi v sad.. Hatin mi..
Causin so much trouble..
Yet dun even noe anything..
& stil she's so concern abt mi..
I reali appreciate it..
I m alr alrite..

Not jus mi concern abt her..
He's damn worried abt her..
I hope she can listen 2 him..
I m not sad.. :)
We 3 r all gd frenz ok?
I pray hard she'll b well..
& cheerful always.. :)
Wont 1 all my frenz 2 b sad..
I wan every1 2 b hapi.. :)

*** ENDING ***

No mood

2006-08-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

** = No mood = **

Haiz.. Low morale..
Can i stil trust Guys??
Again c blood there..
Pain & sad.. :(
Wad m i doing??
I oso dun even noe..
Dun1 this 2 happen..
Feel lik wanna cry..
But i cant cry it out..

I hav chosen this road..
I hav 2 bear d conseqences..
Howeva, e guy luvs mi..
But i dunno my feelings 2 him..
I dun seem happy at all..
Is lik goin back 2 my old life..
Can i stil trust 'him'??

Another low mood case:
Sum1's in luv wif his ex..
I onli noe sad oso no use..
I wish both of them..
..2 stay hapi 4eva..

Now my ans 2 my fren..
Obviously I cant le..
U say he probably stil luv mi..
But NO!! He luv sum1 else..
U say he may try not 2 think..
Hweva, he's thinkin of 'her'..
U say there's a possiblity..
There's No Possiblity le..
U ask can i reali study??
I totally hav no mood..
No mood 4 study & exam..
I can onli say SORI..
But stil i wont 1 2 flunk..
So dun worry!! :)

*** ENDING ***

Sad & siao

2006-08-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

* Saddening :( *

2day mornin isnt gd..
Havin test on job interview..
Sian.. i m e last person 2 do..
Yet i totally cant speak much..

My lecturer says e job 1 chosen..
.. isnt suitable 4 mi.. :(
Low morale.. Felt damn sad..
But i noe it's gonna b lik dat..
Actually i dunno wad job i 1..
I dun even noe y i m in tis course..

Aft hearin wad lecturer said..
.. i wen out of e cls 1st..
Den i cant help but feel lik cryin..
So i dash into e toilet..
Squattin in front of e basin..
Cryin & sayin y everythin i dunno..
It sum hw seem v moody..

Exam in 6days time..
I stil cant study into my head..
Y it cant go in my head..
Scare, worry & sad.. :(

= = = ENDING! = = =

Sad

2006-08-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

* * Sad * *

Sian.. No mood again..
Fail my quiz --> 16/40
Wad's this sia??
FAIL - wad m i doing?
I dun even noe..

Is lik been quite sad..
..4 whole day..
& oso crazy too..
Screamin in sch lift..
Rite after my last lesson..
Think every1 goin deaf..
Proj stil cant work..
Exam is less den a wk..

Sum1 ask mi sum qns..
"Do i stil luv him??"
"Can i stil study 4 exam??"
My ans ah??
-> i nv ans 2 dat sum1..

My mind has no ans..
Truly, i reali cant study,..
But I hav 2 no matter wad..
..No matter wad probs..
..Or any things not on studies..

**Prayin hard i can do..
..My Exam & get over soon..

* * ENDING **

Stress

2006-08-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

** Stress & Scared **

Exam is jus in a wk..
Jus manage 2 start on 1..
But jus takin down notes onli..
Cant study at all anyway..
Even writin down notes..
Tryin 2 force myself 2 study..
So i wont b thinkin too much..

Haiz.. stil got resume 2 write..
Don even noe wad 2 write..
Coz dunno wad kind of job i 1..
Been a bit restless..
Dun wan stay at hm..
But no plc 2 go & no1 2 acc mi..

2day's stayin at hm til abt 4pm..
Gone downstairs alone 2 study..
C 1 'mad' guy inside a car..
Near my sittin & studyin area..
Stayin inside damn long..
Ltr den i realise he's lookin at mi..
Coz 1 side window is a bit lower..
Siao.. Pervertic guy..
I was scared, den i move away..
ltr den e car oso drove away..
I went 2 my aunt plc 4 a while..

Comin evenin, gone downstairs..
Coz my g.ma buy 2 tickets..
4 buffet.. yeah.. got food 2 eat..
Yum.. Eat a bit full liao.. hehe..
After eatin, went back aunt hse..
Coz is actually 4 senior citizens..
..2 listen 2 e old songs..
For mi, is obviously bored..

Howeva, im stil scared..
of coz of e incident jus now..
Make mi think abt my past..
I totally cant concentrate..
Makin mi hav flashback..
Pls.. Is Cruel 2 mi!! :(

* * * THE END * * *

Sian..

2006-08-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

** Sian.. Bored.. **

Exam comin in jus 1wk+..
I haven even prepared yet..
Not even 1pp at all..
Coz tis whole wk is labtest..
& plus 2projs..
I didn do much on it..
Mostly by angel ba..
So so.. sori, jie..
Not reali havin e mood..
Sum more givin probs..

Howeva, tis wk seems fine..
All e labtest manage 2 do..
But i m stil v scared &..
Stress on comin exams..
Dun reali hav confident in it..
Worry much on ethics, ..
Wireless & security..
Weak most in ethics..
Even more sian.. :
Coz fail by a mark on MST..

= = = THE END = = =

Mind in a whirl

2006-07-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

*Mind in a whirl*

My mind is in a whirl now..
I dun even noe wad i m thinkin..
& wad i reali wan 4 myself..
I feel even bad wen..
sum1 say i nid him 4 e time being..
I reali wan 2 say i dun nid him..
But i reali dare not..
Is not totally dun nid him..
Mayb jus nid his concern??
One thing - i m curious..
Is dat sum1 readin my blog?

But i will feel even worst if..
.. his mind has sum1 else..
Den i wont dare nid his concern..
Wad i reali wan 2 noe is..
.. wad's in his mind??
.. & hu's in his mind??
If he hav sum1 else in his mind,
& if she has him in his mind,
can pls dun bother abt mi??
& pls 4get after readin it..

I wont 1 2 hurt any1..
I m jus thinkin too much..
& writin rubbish here..
But if u got sumthin 2 say..
pls tag my blog 2 say..

+++ THE END +++

Mood Swing

2006-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

+~Mood Swing~+

Haiz.. Sian.. :
My mood kept swinging recently..
Think is obvious 2 my frenz..
Looks lik not myself recently..
Skipping lectures, looks sad..
Most of my frenz r worried abt mi..
I noe they r concern abt mi..
But i jus nid time 2 cool down..
So i hope those hu concern mi..
.. Not 2 worried too much..
I m reali fine..

Truly, i hav nv been lik dat..
I dun reali noe y..
I m jus feeling sad & hurt..
once i read sum1 blog..
I jus wanna ask sum1 sum qns..
I feel v scared & worried..
But it's alr past quite sumtime le..
Y cant i jus 4get/get over with it..
Dat's wad my feelings r now..

So, to my concern frenz,..
pls giv mi time 2 cool down..
I promise u all..
.. i wont flunk my last yr..
.. i wont affect my studies..
.. i will try 2 kp myself cheerful..
.. i will get over with it soon..
. . . smile - :) . . .

= = + THE END + = =

No mood

2006-07-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

** No Mood 4 anything **

This term doesn't seem fine 4 mi..
I hav been so sad mood recently..
I totally hav no mood 4 anything..
Skippin lectures 1 after e other..
Crying for past few days til now..

Mon last lesson - CNWS
actually got back lab test, but..
nv go & c e marks as i noe is fail..
2day, tue 1st lesson - CWS
got back my test pp.. Guess wad..
My lecturer say all passed except..
..1 person fail onli..
Wen i gotten back, i was crying..
I m e onli 1 person dat fail.. :'(
I nv expect it - Lowest in cls..
.. (breakin my record - failure) ..
Hw would ppl feel being e last in cls..
Guess i had noe & feel it ba..

I cry 2nd time again..
I dun even noe y i m lik dat..
I read sum1 blog & emails..
Den I chat with 1 of my clsmate,
askin he comin sch tml mornin??
He jus reply c can wake up a not lor..
I oso tel him his results 4 his CSW..
I alr started cryin den..
Tellin him onli 1 person failed..
Den he reply sayin dun wan noe ba..

But i tel him is unexpected sum1..
1st sayin his marks alr so high..
2nd i said highest is angel..
3rd den i reply..
3guys(exclude him) & 3gals pass..
3guys - he guess rite..
3gals - givin clues - e 2gals pass..
2gals - he guess rite again..
last gal instead of sayin 'yume',
he say mi pass rite??
Den i reply e pass 1 is not mi..

However, i dun think he noe..
.. i m crying ba.. :'(
i dun think if he had noticed..
..I hav nv show a smile at all..
.. in e conversation with him..
I dun even think he/any1..
..noe wad i m cryin abt.. :'(

- - - !!THE END!! - - -

Moody

2006-07-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

* Not Fair - Moody *

It has been quite sum time not blogging le..
Recently, i haven been cheerful..
Last mon, i got back my ethics pp..
I come out after lesson & cal my fienz.
I was crying & tokin at e same time..
I kept sayin NOT FAIR 2 my fienz!!!
Coz i fail my ethics pp by just a mark..
& oso y i come out of e exam confidently..
Yet i stil fail.. But.. Another thing is..
Y sum ppl nv study yet stil can pass..
Totally Not Fair!!! i hate this.. ='(

Family case: - on sun..
Mum shouting at mi 4 goin out myself...
..instead of mi followin my mum out..
Y shld she shout at mi 4 sumthing lik dat..
Y cant i go out myself? Y cant i go out always?
All my fienz can go out except 4 mi..
At home use comp, she oso wanna say mi..
All my fienz can use til late at nitez except mi..
Go outside wif fienz, she hav 2 rush mi home..
B4 e time i tel her, she alr callin le..
All my fienz can stay out so late.. Y cant i?
Go out wif aunt, she oso wan 2 b unhappy..
Y cant i go out wif aunt? Y she dislike mi wif aunt?
Sob.. NOT FAIR AGAIN.. ='(

2day, in sch.. Sumthing happen..
My clsmate is givin mi attitude..
I buy fruits 4 every1 2 share..
I noe she likes guavas den i buy, but..
she mistaken mi as leftover food 4 her..
Coz onli guava left in e end..
I buy not becoz of leftover den giv her..
I buy becoz 2 share, i onli jus eat a piece..
I jus wan ppl 2 eat & share..
I totally has no mood 2 eat at all..
I cried in e toilet, nearly scarin ppl..
Later she apologised 2 mi, she oso moody..
I can understand every1 got his/her own prob..
I dun blame her 4 anything.. but..
i can onli say is her own way of sadness..
Jus sum hw feelin mistreated.. ='(

3 times sadness in a row..
2 times being UnFair.. Sad..
Is it reali life has 2 b lik dat?
Will sum1 reali understand my feelings?
Hard 2 say / hard 2 guess..
If there is.. den he/she is ur close fienz..

- - - THE END - - -

ITP starts..

2006-03-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

** ^ITP starts^**
My ITP company is a wireless company..
I hav been here 3rd day..
Now still wrkin as i use laptop..
1st 2 days quite relax...
1st day: presentation on their company..
2nd day: most of my time watchin anime..
& listening to fredz abt e wireless card..
3rd day chkin wireless card
& surf e web 4 30mins 2 error chkin..
hehe... fun wrkin here...
**- THE END - (",)**

Updating & Exam soon

2006-02-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

**Updating** & *Exam soon*
Long time nvr wrote abt blog le..
Been so busy quite recently...
So nvr got e time 2 write abt it...
Nearly 4get abt tis blog sia.. hehe..

Now i m busy rushing my projects..
& exam coming in 2wks time..
Gonna start prepare now...
If not, results will gonna b worst den b4..
Haiz.. Projects dun even noe hw 2 do..
& other modules r quite tough..
This sem, mi gonna struggle liao...
I wont wan stay back nor cried..
It will b useless 2 cry til den..

Will stop here le.. Goin back 4 study soon..
All e best 4 every1 in e coming exam...
(",) Stay Cheerful... *END*

Life now..

2005-11-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

~Life now!!!~
Sch re-open alr 5th wk le..
Quite bored n sian...
When busy, is real busy...
When nothin 2 do, ...
mi jus let time pass lor...

Sch dun interest mi anything...
Not understanding sch wrk...
But stil got sum1 close wif mi..
& my clsmates too... (",)
*** END!!!***

Result out..

2005-10-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

**Results R Out!!**
Ytd got my poly result...
A bit worried & scared...
Coz jus on opening e page,
it takes mi damn long 2 open..

A while later, e result was out...
mi was shocked at 1st..
Is dat my result???
Ya.. it is.. mi finally pass...
But a bit saddening...
coz no As at all &..
jus 1 D+ dat i tot might fail...

At noon, mi went out wif fredz...
- 1 of my clsmates 2 watch movie..
Fredz oso managed 2 pass...
** ~ END ~ ** (",)

cls picnic

2005-10-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

** Class Picnic **
Ytd is my class picnic...
We have fun at e beach...
Soakin in e sea...
playin beach/volley ball in e sea..
However, mi got sun burnt...
Soakin too long in e sea...
Ended up, feeling pain & hot...
A bit worry of goin back hm...
I came 2 my aunt hse...

Aunt say no hope 4 sun burnt...
Put some cream 2 cool down...
Stayin her plc 2 blow air-con...
Almost cried.. Feeling so down..
Pain e whole nitez.. but manage 2 slp..
Luckily, now feeling a bit beta...
though stil a bit pain here or there...

Hopin b4 goin back hm...
It wont b so red or hot...
~~ *D END* ~~

Feeling sad..

2005-09-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

~*Feeling Sad..*~

Suddenly feel lik cryin..
Dunno isit everytime get bully
Or angry, ended up cried..
Since quite sumtime not cryin le..
Went out wif my ex 2day..
yet went back angrily bloated..

I was late at 1st, makin him wait...
mi went 4 a movie wif him..
after movie, we have our meals..
During meal-time, wadeva he say
makes mi so angry till bloated..
Even wen i m eatin half way,
he wanna ka-jiao mi...

Window shopping with him
alr in low mood le...
Yet b4 go back our own way,
he say that if nex time i m hungry
& no need spent $$, look 4 him..
my stomach will b bloated le...

Y m i so angry wif him 4 wad?
Ended up too bloated that
dinner onli eat a bit...
Totally cant eat much lor... :'(
** THE END **

Exam over!!

2005-09-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

*Exam Finally Over!!*
Exam jus finish ytd(on wed)..
Feeling quite relieved after exam..
A bit hard 4 last 2nd pp on CNET..
But e last pp on Maths was average..
Yet a lot of ppl tot quite hard...

Anyway, exam is over..
So now onli think abt findin jobs..
And plus holiday mood...
So waitin 4 my class outing 2 reach...
Hoping e time 2 passed faster...
2 enjoy & hav fun.. (",)
**~THE END~**

Exam period

2005-09-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

** Exam Period **
1 wk of e exam period has jus passed..
Yet i jus finish onli 2 exam pp...
1 pp is a bit tough,
while another 1 is average..
Stil glad coz manage 2 write
something more den i expect..
hoping dat tis time may pass all...

Still got 2 more pp 2 go...
Nex pp will b on nex cumin mon...
A bit scared of nex pp failin coz
is not easy as i fail e mid-term pp...
well, last pp is finally Maths...
I have drop my result 4 maths...
thinkin unable 2 get gd grade tis time...
Sob sob.. saddening...
Result cum back may not b gd...
** ~D END~ **

Lab Test wk..

2005-09-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

**Lab Tests & Quiz wk**
Taking 1 Lab Test after another..
Is the worst result den i tot..
Dun even noe hw 2 do..
Leaving blank answers..
Even the mind is blank...

d nex 3 days r havin quiz...
Think mayb cant make it...
It gonna real tough...
Not onli 4 quiz but exam...
Nex wk will b exam period..
Yet stil in blur conditions...
Stress & Sadness... :(
~~^ D END! ^~~

2 gym

2005-09-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

+** 2 Gym**+
2day lesson finish early..
So, after sch, i went 2 gym
wif 2 of my clsmates..
Angeline(Sis) & Fred(bro)..
1st time 2 go Gym..
At 1st, mi felt a bit tense..
Coz mostly guys there...
Later a while, used 2 it le...

However, after gym...
Sis buttock felt pain...
Coz of sittin too high
at the bicycle...
We went 4 a bite
b4 going home...
***END***

No mood!

2005-08-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

*** No mood ***
Past another wk of sch...
Haiz... Sch Wrk r stil blur...
Exam stress, result bad...
In my mind is blank...
All sadness i onli noe...

Wad hav i done wrong??
Y sum Fienz muz treat mi lik dis..
Askin others 2 ans ph cal instead of him...
Lying 2 mi always.. Breakin promises...
Den nvr wanna ans ph cal after dat...
Not acc mi liao... Sob sob...
*** END ***

2005-08-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

** Depressed **
2day- last day of e wk..
Oso last lesson 4 e wk..
Gettin back the result 4 MST..
Been e worst marks 4 all e sems
Among the past few sems..
Fail 2 pp.. Jus pass 1 pp..
Though another pp get beta grade..
However, e marks isn't gd..
Is worst marks gotten 4 maths..
Haiz... Saddening... :'(
~~~ END ~~~

Sian

2005-08-07T16:14:00.000+08:00

*** Sian ***
Hihi.. Exam finally over...
Jus finish exam on thurs...
Hav a bite 1st @ Long John Silver..
Karin pleaded mi 2 watch movie..
Persuaded by her, so..
Went 2 c movie Wif her & Fred
on:"Wedding Clashers"
Is quite a funny show..
** On fri, **
suppose 2 meet up wif clsmates
2 apply 4 driving lisense..
Ended up mi & Andy reach...
We got a bite 1st..
Halfway thru, Dom replied Andy..
He came late.. Eaten den go..
However, mi nvr applied...
** On sat, **
mi went out wif my godbro...
Went 2 watch movie...
On: "Charlie & e chocolate Factory"
Quite a nice show...
Did enjoy myself...
**On sun, **
Boring Day 4 mi...
^-^ END ^-^

3rd MST pp

2005-08-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

^3rd MST pp...^

2day isn't a gd day 4 mi...
Is my 3rd MST pp on Maths...
E strongest pp among the rest...
However, I couldn't finish the pp...
& anyhw rush thru as time is near...

Den i got a call frm aunt...
Askin mi 2 buy jam...
Yet once brought it, i dropped..
Pieces of glasses inside the plastic..
Gonna buy again...

I got a weird feeling.. In v low mood...
Mind runs wild thinking of things...
Like wantin 2 hurt myself...
I dunno y got tis feelings..
but i nvr hurt myself in e end...
**** END ****

1st day MST

2005-08-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

***1st day Mid-Exam***
2day's my 1st paper.. All 60MCQs..
Yet i can fail by 2m... Saddening..
Study so much, so hard..
No matter hw, cant go in head..
Yet useless... Stupid mi...
Ppl nvr study, yet pass..
Sob sob... Y lik dat??
Mi nvr pass with all MCQs b4 at all..
Isit so hard 2 pass or fate??
Nearly Cried out on e way hm..
Yet hav 2 stay happy at hm..
**-END-**

Study Wk..

2005-07-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

*** Study Wk..***
Hey, long time never write in my blog liao..
Recently, busy wif exam..
Still study break now..
4 more days 2 my 1st exam paper..
Still quite not understand about studies..
& cant memorise into my head too..
Saddening... Scared & Worried..
Trying my best to study as much...
2day isnt a gd day as my stomach pain..
Is my 1st day of mens... sob..
*** -END- ***

Enjoyed

2005-07-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

** Enjoyed **
(Happenings On thursday)
Unexpectedly, I got a msg from "jae"
Asking mi 2 wear nice nice & meet him at 6pm
Hearing that he got work at nitez,
I quickly call him & asked:
"Thought u got work?"

He jus asked mi to wear nice nice & meet him.
So i jus changed to nicer clothes & quickly went out
as it is less than an hour b4 meeting time.
Making mi a bit rushing till I went out of my hse,
then he msg mi to take my time.

At 1st, when we met up, he don't wanna tell the place
Mi kept asking till he answered mi go orchard.
Later, I asked him about his buddy(Yam)
Then he called Yam out 2gether.

Jae never tell us go where 4 dinner at 1st
coz he lied to us that
we going coffeeshop & eat(at orchard sia)..
Yam, after hearing that, wanna alighted,
but actually not alighting la.. hehe..
We walked around orchard area
4 abt half an hour or so..

When we reached the place 4 dinner,
both Yam & me were stunned.
Yam don't wanna stay as he felt awkward.
& as the place was Meritus Mandarin.
The scenery is damn cool sia..
(from e top) & it is slow rotating.

At 1st, I was a bit tense.
Later, telling Yam 2 joke around,
then mi felt better lor..
Jae ordered Lamb 4 himself,
Salmon for mi & chicken Soup 4 Yam..
Yam was still tense up with ...
..."that kind of atmosphere"
as it was a "V.High-class Restaurant"
2 both of us.
Coz it's e 1st time been here.

Anyway, we did enjoyed ourselves.
I love e song "love me" as
it was played by 3 guys standing beside us.
They sang quite well, including bday song 4 jae.

When the bill came, there wasn't enough $$,
so we had 2 take out cash too...
Unforgetful jae left his pouch on e floor
that we went round searching for his pouch.
I decided to ask the waitress about the pouch
& luckily, they kept it..

But sadly, jae never accompany mi back home.
Still feeling unhappy on e way 2 take mrt.
What makes mi even more sad is that..
.. if Yam never go, then does that means..
..he wanna left mi home alone??
Yet he kept saying Sorry..
..4 unable 2 accompany mi home
& he gonna meet other fienz..
Sob.. sob..

Jae thkx mi 4 e company dat nitez..
He reali enjoyed it..
Anyway still felt happy 4 him la..
Mi did enjoyed lor.. hehe..
** ~END~ **

Sob.. Bullied..

2005-07-10T12:04:00.000+08:00

** Sob.. Bullied **
Been not in gd mood lately..
Not happy with wrking..
Fienz said mi til v sad,
Hurting & almost cried out..
Wad's wrong wif sum ppl hu..
..wrk on sat & sun wanna off??
Does dat means part-time cant off??
Y said mi nvr think of others...
..wen she nvr think of others too??
Wad hurts mi more is..
..saying in front of e customers..
Letting others hear mi kept wan off..
2 make mi.. So embarrassed..
Wen is not e Truth at all..
Sob sob.. :'(
*** ~END~ ***

sad..

2005-06-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

*** ~Sad~ ***
Wad wen wrong exactly??
Hav i really say sumthing wrong??
Hating myself more..
Crying Or Being Angry 4 No Use..
Shldn't reply angry words..
Y blaming not mi but...??
Sadly, having pain on morning..
At the left of my waist..
During 1st lesson til b4 e nex lesson..
The pain is killing mi, but..
Hurt kills more den pain..
Sob.. i hate this..
~~~ *END* ~~~

Lost hp!

2005-06-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

*** Sad.. Lost Hp!..
Been quite long nvr update liao..
Recently, bcoz of hp lost on wed..
So no mood 2 b online 4 few days..
Sadly, my hp is only wif mi 4 a yr& 3mths..
Stil Need 2 wait 3mths 4 cheaper upgrade..
& Now Using a spoilt old hp..
Sob sob.. No hp now.. Feel v odd..
** Hopin 4 beta & new hp..
=================
Anyway nvm..
Mi Wen 2 watch Initial D..
Quite a nice & thrill show..
Thrilling of e Car Racing..
But ending not dat nice..
~~~~~ END ~~~~~

Happenings ard..

2005-06-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

++++ E Past Few Days ++++
Hey, quite sum times not online...
Starting with "Happenings on Thurs"..
Rite after Sch.. I went 2 look 4 jae..
Waitin 4 Yam 2 finish his Project..
Then, they decide 2 go swimmin.. but..
i dunno hw 2 swim, so dun wanna go...
Got drag by them til b4 alightin at yew tee..
& changed 2 their fienz place 2 swim..
yet we gonna wait 4 their fien 2 finish lesson
So decided 2 go hm 2 change 1st..
At 1st is Scared.. Later hav fun playin water..
Got back hm late.. Got scolding frm mum..
===========~~==========
Happenings On fri, Sat & Sun..
Nothin Mcuh.. Jus Got Wrk.. Full days..
Quite a lot of Stocks Cum..
Boss Cum down on sat too...
V Unluckily, Mens Cum too Sudden..
Makin mi a bit sick & ill...
Same 4 2day(Mon).. No mood 4 sch..
***** = ~END~ = *****

note

2005-06-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

++++ ~Note~ ++++
hi guys & gals,
been a while not in my blog..
Pls help mi add comments in here..
Thks in advance k?? hehe..

Err.. Quite boring in Sch..
Doesn't reali Understand it..
Haiz.. Oso got OT at wrk..
A bit tiring & sleepy ba...

Nothing Much 2 Write..(",)
~~~~~~ END ~~~~~~

Bored!

2005-06-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

***^Bored!^***
Sch reopen jus pass a wk..
Yet i dun understand a thing..
2 mi is stil so blur...
Met a long time no c fienz 2day..
Tel mi dat mi stil blur..
But is blurrer den b4..
haha.. ;-) isit?? Mayb..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Flu stil haven gone away..
Weather is damn hot..
Makin mi felt tiring & sick..
Hopin illness wil b gone soon..
& hopin i wont b so blur..
haha.. (",) *END*

Sch Re-Open

2005-05-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

* = Sch Re-Open = *
Finally, sch reopen 2day...
Is My 1st day of sch..
Yet mi alr 'pon' lesson..
Haiz.. Feeling a bit gulity..
Most of my fienz kept persuading mi 2 skip,
coz is my last lesson 4 2day,
& mi thinking dat mi stil not well,
so i decided 2 go wif them..

Back hm 2 rest lor, however,
mi went 2 look 4 my brothers,
yet they dun even bother mi..
Sadly, mi went straight hm..
1st thing reach hm is Bath...
& went 2 look 4 my fienz @ wrkplace..
*=*=*=*=*END*=*=*=*=*

No wrk soon..

2005-05-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

* * * No Wrk Soon * * *
2day i got a bad news frm wrk..
Dat is we gonna b no wrk..
Coz my wrkplace will b closing soon..
Mi will onli hav 2 wrk a mth or so..
Soon, i gonna find new job..
Though no wrk means free 4 mi,
i stil prefer got wrk..
As free time may learn & earn..
Though wrkin mayb tiring,
yet earn $$ may kill time
& solved my cash problems..
Mi did learn things frm wrk..
Hope 4 use at wrk in near future..
* * * == END == * * *

Happi Turn Sadness

2005-05-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

*** Happi Turn Sad ***
I should be happy, y turn sad?
After work is always tiring..
I have decided to cut my hair..
So, I asked my aunt for hair cut..
It turns out pretty good..
Coz I prefer thinner hair as weather is hot..

So e 1st sum1 2 noe, yet it turn out 2 be..
E 1 who coz mi turn frm happy to sad..
At 1st is alright, then..
1 thing dat he say..
1 thing dat coz tear drop is..
" I should change my clothings.."
Is dat important?? I wanna noe..

Though we shouldn't care
Or bothers wad others said,
it turns out 2 b e 'e closed 1' who said it..
It's hurting, dun u noe dat?
Tears fell quickly once words are said..
Who will ever noe the pain?
======= END =======

1,001nights

2005-05-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

= = = = 1,001 Nights = = = =
She always keeps silent
Dusk waits till the day twilight
Pulls out makes bosom that not to have the great 'qin'

The lonely in fall comes the spring to go
Promise with the wind all faded and fallen
Person in dream
Has not brought along a news

1,001 nights
A night has not missed
Each thought of
Changes to butterfly which does not form a pair
1,001 nights
A night has not burst into tears
Flows turns the snow to the heart inside

That night of heavy rain
In the garden flower falls everywhere
That is he the gold thread chrysanthemum which plants for her

When some people urge her to give up
She can smile & looks at you
In control
Closely is grasping the recollection which turns yellow

1,001 nights
Saw every night misses to her
Who investigates competes to let her
Has the that anxious face
1,001 nights
Hears her to burst into tears every night
Did not know how should comfort

Is the sincerity all hurts the sincerity
Let me on from tonight
In side
Lightly sings the warm melody for her
~~~~~~ * END * ~~~~~~

AchinG..Sob..

2005-05-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

== == == = Sob Sob = == == ==
Y MuZ My L!fe Hav 2 b so...
My Sorrows Over-Takes Happiness!!
A Gal.. Easily Gets Cheerful, but..
Gets Sad & Hurt easily too...
++++++++---------++++++++
OverWorking Causes Body Aching...
Sudden Pain at my shoulders...
Specially pain at my right arms...
Mayb muscles pull... Could it be??
===== ^^ ********** ^^ =====
Hu wil Truly Cares Or Understand??
Understand My feelings??
Understand wad i hav Gone thru??
********* ^ ~ END! ~ ^ *********

Workin Stress!!

2005-05-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

^ StReSs!nG @ WoRk!! ^
Tiring, Over-working, whole body aching...
Working almost everyday...
Sumtimes No Break Time Sia...
L!ttle Pay, yet Struggling Like Hell!!
But Hu Wil P!ty/Care??
Onli 2 Do Without Any Compliant...
Scolding Is Not Wrong, but...
Worst if got scolded 4 nothing...
Yet Stil Doesn't Care abt Being Bullied...
& Helped Without Being Thanked...
Hu Wil Go & Follow This Kind Of Work??
E Only Person.. Like Me!!
Continuing 2 b Cheerful... (",)
No Matter wad Grief/Sorrow/Pain...
********* ^ END ^ *********

1B02 Chalet!!

2005-05-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

======== 1B02 Chalet!! ========
************************************
hey.. finally back frm chalet.. Is great fun there..
1st day: eating tibits when i reach there..
next: havin bbq at evening
nitez time: watchin tv & cycling
midnite: go walk 4 long distance 2 c stars
cum back all asleep til morning,
but me cant slp coz kept feelin stomach uneasy..
***************************************
2nd day: all wake up & shower..(bath time)
prepared water booms 2 play.. v fun..
we cleared up the plastic bags..
& then 2 e sea 2 play in water..
throwing beach ball (gers vs guys)..
evening time.. all bath & go 4 dinner..
back 2 chalet: we watch tv at nitez til asleep..
the moment my eyes open is already morning..
3rd day: our cls chalet over!!!

== happiest chalet i been to===
************************************

Love knot

2005-04-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

****************************
--------- Love Knot ---------
True love is a knot religious,
Dead to the sins and flaming rise.

Through beauties soul seducing eyes,
Deaf to gold enchanting witches,
Love for virtue not for riches.

Such is true love boundless measure,
True love is a precious pleasure.

========= END =========

Love-knot

2005-04-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

*****************************
--------- Love KnoT -----------
True Love is a precious pleasure,
Rich delight unvalued treasure,
Two firm hearts in one meeting.

Grasping hand in hand ne'er fleeting,
Wreath-like like a maze entwining,
Two fair minds in one combining,
Foe to faithless vows perfidious.

************END*************

Rigidity I don't want to change

2005-04-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Good Bye my love
Who is willing to accept this kind of incident
You inborn approve me to be lovable
Is not willing to look for my leave

The companion speech I am also silly
Prefer suffers setbacks
Rather the love rival is injurying me
Life simply may not love dying side
But you most suffice to stimulate me
Everything also governs but actually me
More than several black hearts instigatation
I also suffer... Incites ignites
Strikes but actually me
Who love on multi- barriers
The rigidity I do not want to change

If I do not have your love
I cant live on
Sweetheart's existence
Is me always all remembers in
Can cup one hand in the other across the chest in me to let the love

I fear may one not be possible again
Are you been harmful by love
I believe firmly naively cannot be wrong
The might meets the moving mountains to fill the seas
The companion speech I am also silly
Prefer suffers setbacks
Rather the love rival is injurying me

Being foolish absolutely

2005-04-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wants to use cup of latte to get you drunk
Hope to let you love me more a bit
Unrequited loves taste
You do not understand this kind of feeling
Some people accompany early your never meeting

Seeing you wif him/her in front of me
Proved my love is only ignorant
You do not understand me these to be thin and pale
Was you will never know my experience

Pays that kind for you to be sad you never to understand
why I bother to fall in love with your all reluctantly
You maliciously force my protection to draw back
Calmly closes the door to count my tears

Clearly know to let you leave his world is impossible
I am also silly kept waiting for miracle to appear one day
Until that day you can discover
Likes you the person alone defending truly is being sad

Once I thought I will regret
Does not want too many to like being foolish absolutely
Falls the first drop of tear for you
Makes any change for you
Also cannot call you to my firmness

Fairy Tales..

2005-04-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

Been long since I've heard your stories
knowing that, I panic.
What have I done wrong??
You tell me, crying,that fairy tales are not real.
I just cannot be, cannot be your princess.
And maybe you just do not understand.

From when you first said "I love you",the stars were so bright.
To be in the fairy tales, I am willing, I want to, I will be.
You love this angel, you do.
So open your arms, and let these wings protect you.
Trust, and we shall be happy, like in fairy tales.
In a happy ending.

Together, we write the ending...

Exam Over!!

2005-04-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

2day's my last pp of e exam..
Finally my exam has ended 2day..
Now is time 4 mi 2 relax..
Great.. Yappie.. hehe..
Now holiday has started..
My cls will b havin chalet soon..
It will b held on e 1st wk of may..
I m hopin 4 it 2 cum soon...
I'll be waiting... hehe..

Sick.. Flu..

2005-03-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. mi have been sick 4 almost 4-5days..
Yet stil not well.. It's terrible.. Weather is oso quite hazy..
Worst den i tot, mi havin a headache & nearly sore throat too...
For e nex 2 days(sat & sun), mi stil hav 2 wrk..
Mi dun even noe wad 2 do.. Cant off frm wrk too..
Thinkin so many days wil surely get well b4 wkends..
But sadly, mi predict wrongly.. Sob sob..
Mi cant stand e running/blocked nose sia..
Medicine is oso of no help at all...
** Ppl out there, pls take gd care of urself.. **

Result & Sch Wrk..

2005-03-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

On mon, mi got back my 'O' lvl Eng Result..
Mi retake Eng pp last yr & now..
Sadly, mi failed again.. Sob sob..
Cry till Eyes swollen, pain 4 e whole nitez..
However, 1 of fienz convinced & confronted mi..
So finally, mi try 2 catch sum slp &
Not 2 think abt it anymore..

2day, mi managed 2 learn something on java(GUI)
a subj that i hav been disliking &
yet 2day i find it interesting & fun..
Think shld b bcoz of e topic ba.. hehe..

Anyway, once failed nvm, try 2nd/3rd time..
Hav Faith in wadeva u do, jus dun giv up.. :-)

Fail Mid-Test - Sad!

2005-02-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sob sob.. Ger ger sad again.. Cryin as Usual..
She had failed her mid-semestral test on CCNA(Ccom)...
Is her 1st pp taken on exam & given after exam..
It is oso on mon(1st day of e wk) rite after exam..

Sadly, she cried it out on e way out of e cls rm to dover mrt..
Her classmates tries 2 stop her frm cryin..
& started joking abt funny stuffs sia..

Finally, she laughed of the jokes made..
Though she feels so sad, yet she nvr cry after back hm..
Back 2 keeping things in her heart & b a cheeful ger again..

Sad happenings

2005-02-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

Sad Things Is Happening around mi...
No mood 4 chinese new year...

Firstly, quarrel wif sum1 over a small case
Ger ger need sum1 2 tok 2
But dat sum1 dun wish 2 tok 2 mi
Worst, i cal him & ask him out,
Yet he isnt free, so sadly i 'kap' his fon
He's damn angry & sad dat i got scolded

He say:" my fault again.. u make mi so sad again..
u say u dun let mi worry.. Now wad.. u said den hang up e fon..
Wanna say bye 2 u but u.... Y u nvr change de? I got wrong meh?
u tel mi.. i dun get it.. haiz.. u make mi really sad.. disappointed.."
Later he reply saying sori 2 mi dat he's a bit....

After tis, his family move out bcoz of his father fighting wif his grandpa...
He ask mi wad shld he do?... Sadly, yet i stil reply him...
Tel him 2 tok 2 his parents nicely abt it & his feelings...
Y shld i treat him so gd yet he coz mi 2 b so sad & hurt...

True Love

2005-01-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

If you really love someone, set him/her free.
If he/she comes back to you... He/She was meant to be yours.
If he/she doesn't, he/she was never yours...
4eva wont b yours...

I do believe that God above created you for me to love u
He picked u from all the rest because he knew I love u the best
and when I go to heaven and u are not there
I'll wait for u with a golden star
and if you are not there by judgment day
I'll know you've gone the other way
and just to prove my love to you
I'll go through hell to be with u

爱的就是你

2005-01-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Onli cherish wen u lost it
Yet i stil cherish u
Hurt e deepest yet luv e deepest
But i dun believe in it

Wen both of us stop breathing
Everytime we got nearer
U make mi 4get my sadness
4get every frustration

Holding u tightly in my heart
Keep u in my mind
Coz i truely luv u deeply

In the world of love, u r e onli 1
Dun eva make wild guesses
I take u as my air
Unable 2 live without it

I shouted out e 1 i luv is u
In luv-blessing country, u r e onli 1
e onli 1 i luv is u
e onli 1 i luv truely is u

Hurt & Guilty...

2005-01-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

Ger Ger feeling not in e mood, stil feeling unhappy
Y shld Ger Ger think of wad others say
Yet Ger Ger is at fault too...
Ger Ger shld not buy 4 her fienz cigarettes
Yet she brought it - 2 harm her...

Feeling Guilty, she cant b in her own self
Sad 2 say, she is too emotional as she dunno wad 2 do??
Her fienz wanna smoke, but cant prevent her from smoking
Giv her advice but yet she dun listen, no use rite??...

E fienz of e ger told Ger Ger Y nvr stop her,
y Ger Ger buy 4 her?? Hw can Ger Ger do this??
No matter wad, e ger cant listen... Wad can she do??
Nothing... Onli 2 help her buy...

Onli 2 feel guilty e whole life, Onli 2 let wad others say
& listen but do nothing... Sit down 2 cry & feel bad...
Does Ger Ger hav 2 face all this terrible hurtings??
Y shld it b said frm her fienz?? Hurtful...

True Luv

2005-01-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Luv is a never ending stream
It comes & goes unnoticing
It gives us happiness & joy
It gives us sadness & sorrow

Whateva it is, we hav 2 face it
at least once in our lifetime
But nobody knows
wad will happen next

We hopes 4 ever lasting dreams
We wishes 4 true love
But true love are hard 2 get
Onli 2 cherish wad we hav

Never expect 2 get return
Never demand 2 hav sum1's love
Or it's never called...
A True Love...

W@d My name Stand 4?? Chk Urs too...

2005-01-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

J	Joyous
O	Organic
S	Strong
E	Earthy
L	Lovable
I	Inspirational
N	New

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Cant smile

2004-12-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

Can guess hu Ger Ger saw 2day?
Is him... @ mrt... Jus after sch...
Ger Ger's heart jumping so fast...
She doesn't noe y...
Yet she nvr went up 2 him...
She walk away in a fast speed...

1 of e fienz asked, do u still luv him?
Ger Ger can't giv e ans...
Y can't she giv e ans??
Y din she walk up 2 him??
Y she nvr asked him e reason??

She dunno if he wil stil wan her...
She dunno if he reali stil care her...
She dunno if dey can b lik e past...
She dunno hw 2 face him...

Hurt so badly... Dunno wad 2 do....
Dunno if she stil can b cheerful lik b4...

Heartbroken on birthday

2004-12-25T16:56:00.000+08:00

Ger Ger's birthday falls on 9 of dec...
She looks forward to dat day
On the day, she dressed up nicely
2 prepare 2 go out.
She meet up wif her senior
& got a present 4 her

But later in e day,
wad makes her so saddening
is the guy she truely loves
had broken his promise
never turn up & disappointed her

he never even wish her
She cried 4 almost e whole afternoon
Cried till her eyes red
feels pain & looks swollen

Den she went 2 pub 2 drink
She knows dat she cant worried her family
so she just drank 2 cups
Luckily no1 notice her drank

Moody days

2004-12-25T16:52:00.000+08:00

Sad , Hurt & Painful
3 words 2 describe her feelings
but her mixeed feelings
makes her feels moody

She's sad coz,
No Concern shown by him

She's hurt coz,
he nelgected her

She's painful coz,
Heart pain almost all e time
Body is getting weaker each day

Wad can she do??
Nothing... Onli 2 4get him soon
Onli 2 let go of him...
& nvr think of unhappy moments

Sad Moments

2004-11-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

Ger Ger dunno her true feelings
but always think of a lot of things
she never seriously think about it
yet she cries in her lonely heart

Sometimes she feels overjoy
sometimes she feels sad & hurtful
but her mixed feelings makes her
to be very stressed up & worried

Gel Gel scared of a lot of things
Scared of darkness & hurt
Scared of loneliness & sadness
but what Gel Gel wants is
Just some1 to be there
to accompany her through the nitez...

***People are always feelings lonely
So no matter what or how
Be there always to accompany some1
When he/she is feeling lonely...***

Simple Love

2004-11-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

Unable to say why, I dare to step out
If i fall in love with some1, i will do anything your requests
I wanna shout it out, i cant let u go
Opposite block neighbour can guess my feelings now
the wind at the river is blowing your hair
holding your hand will feel touch
I like to bring u to my grandma house
See sunset till we fall asleep

I wish to hold ur hand & never to let go
Love always be simple but never get sad
I like to cycle with u
I like to watch baseball with u
like this no worries
Sing a song & continue walking

I wish to hold ur hand & never to let go of it
Can love be simple but never get hurt
u lie on my shoulder
u sleep at my chest
like this kind of life
i love u, u love mi...

Hope! for Simple love...

***People mostly hope to have jus a simple relationship
To be 4eva with the other partner together...
But relationship is not easy to have
Coz u need to learn to cherish 1 another...***

When there's a day...

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If there's a day, I am back to the past
Go back to my ownself, will you think i am good?
If there's a day, I am far away from you
Unable to meet you, will you feel that I will say gd bye 2 u?

When your eyes wrink & smile
When you drink coke & make noise
I think of treating you good, you will never know
Miss you, miss you & it could be better.

When you say you r stressful 2day,
When you say you cant sleep at nitez,
I wanna tell you, but scared to say wrongly,
I love you so much, do you know about it?

If there's a day, dreams will be fulfilled
Memories have become 4ever, will you still remember this day?
If there's a day, we truely understand
Actually everything is okay, will you still continue or stop here?

Maybe at the same time i had miss you so much,
Maybe i should go back to my nest,
we will meet in e dreams, so never think about it,
Shouted to say, I wan to say...

I would like to say, but i am scared to say wrongly
I love you so much, do u noe abt it?

Who will u miss...

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Urs moods always swings,
Everything u must find it out,
wanna catch a bit of warmth,
u like to be around those crowded places,
u scared most being alone

U r so kind-hearted,
Easily get soft-hearted,
Cant withstand wind blown,
U need a lot of accompanies,
u scared most the darkest

But the sky always dark,
People have to go,
Nobody can accompany anyone,
The feelings of loneliness,
Everyone has to face,
Not only u & i, will feel very tiring

当你孤单你会想起谁,
Do u wan to find someone to accompany,
Your Happiness & Sadness,
Onli mi can feel it,
Let mi accompany u throughout the journey.

Think of it: When you are alone, who do u think u will miss??
Missing someone is sure a blessing & heart pain too...
But when u miss some1, u hope dat some1 would be back soon...

Relationship R hard 2 find!

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Never Get Into A Love When U Meant To Break A Heart...

Never Look Into Eyes When You Meant ToLie...

Promise Are Meant To Be Kept...

Wishes Are Onli Meant To Be Fulfilled...

Scars Will Never Heal...

Hearts Are Not Meant To Be Played With...

Lies Are Onli Meant To Hurt..

And Sorry Is NOTHING But A Word...

***** ***** *****

RELATIONSHIP ARE HARD 2 FIND!!!

So cherish your loved ones around...